6x9x2” encaustic on cradled panel
For WLB: 1974-2011.
6x6x2” charcoal, mammal dust, a heartbreaking farewelll and encaustic on cradled frame
(still in shock. don’t know how to respond. don’t know anything other than our lives are short. i think of you, so many years back, and wonder if i knew you’d be dead by 37 years of age. whatever happened, i’m so sorry for not being able to save you, and all that stupid guilt shit. you and i both know who really deserved this shit hand. i’d trade it back if it could. oh my god, you are not here anymore. that is so fucked; i’ll try to explain myself. and please stop opening my studio door. just kidding. please keep it opening. i’m so sad; our years were golden. you should be here; i should not. tell me when it’s OK to make mother love bone jokes, miss wendy. your loss is so, so not anyone’s gain.)
10x10x2”, though the surface depth is just lovely to touch.
I should be more professional. It took about 15 honest hours, stroke by circular stroke, one after the other, to make this one thing into a whole thing that I deeply love. I love encaustic because it responds to human oils and touch and spices cooked into its own medium. Running your dirty or clean or in-between fingers over the cycles of this painting is like, I guess, smelling cardamon or cinnamon or tasting pure real honey deep inside your heart, head and horns for the very first time.
I always love smelling art that wakes me up or makes me sleepy. Touch my art. Always. Give it a good buffing. Trust the beeswax; it’s live, and it loves oil heat touch connection sex pain response recall remembrance embrace, Rub it with your digits or cotton fabric. You’ll get a holler. And it always always always smells of dark, almost rummy honey.
Blessed be bees.
6x6x2” encaustic and oil on cradled frame.
(whether or not this was a clever endeavor, I enjoyed the smell of honey very much.)